Ego Nwodim and Heidi Gardner are speaking out about life behind the scenes at Saturday Night Live, offering an honest look at the highs and lows of working on one of television’s most iconic stages. The two comedians, both of whom recently wrapped up their runs on the show, opened up on Nwodim’s Thanks Dad podcast, sharing the camaraderie and conflict that shaped their time in Studio 8H.
Describing SNL as “not the easiest place to work,” Nwodim detailed how the fast-paced, high-pressure environment could easily turn cast members inward and competitive. Yet, she noted that Gardner stood out as a consistently supportive presence, someone she considered “a light” during tough times.
The feeling was mutual. Gardner recalled how their bond helped both women navigate the rough terrain of comedy stardom. Despite occasional feelings of rivalry and the all-too-human urge to outshine, their connection endured. “We have egos, we want things for ourselves,” Gardner admitted, but she emphasized how much she valued watching Nwodim succeed.
One of those moments came with Nwodim’s viral “Miss Eggy” segment on Weekend Update, which Gardner praised as a career highlight for her friend. Gardner, too, experienced her own peak during a recent episode hosted by her longtime idol Jack Black. It was, she said, a moment she never imagined would happen.
After seven seasons, Nwodim made her exit from SNL in September. In a heartfelt Instagram post, she expressed gratitude to Lorne Michaels and the SNL team, calling her time on the show “unforgettable.” Gardner, who had an eight-season run, departed in August before the launch of Season 51.
Their candid reflections shine a light on the often unseen emotional toll of being part of a comedic institution. But more than that, they underscore the importance of friendship, support, and grace under pressure in a world that rarely slows down.