“Popular Monster” is a song by American rock band Falling in Reverse. It was released on November 20, 2019. The music video for the song has more than 20 million views on YouTube. The song has over 30 million plays on Spotify. The song is currently ranked number 4 on the US Billboard Hot Rock Songs and number 1 on the US Mainstream Rock chart. It is currently the most listened to rock song on radio in the United States.
The song was written and composed by Ronnie Radke. The video for the song shows Ronnie exploring his demons as he is chased by police, eventually transforming into a werewolf.
Check out the lyrics and music video below:
Yeah
I wake up every morning with my head up in a daze
I’m not sure if I should say this, fuck, I’ll say it anyway
Everybody tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase
I don’t know if it’s a phase, I just wanna feel okay, yeah
I battle with depression, but the question still remains
Is this post-traumatic stressin’ or am I suppressing rage?
And my doctor tries to tell me that I’m going through a phase
Yeah, it’s not a fucking phase, I just wanna feel okay, okay
Yeah, I struggle with this bullshit everyday
And it’s probably ’cause my demons simultaneously rage
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
‘Cause I’m about to break down, searching for a way out
I’m a liar, I’m a cheater, I’m a non-believer
I’m a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I’m a popular, popular monster
I think I’m going nowhere like a rat trapped in a maze
Every wall that I knock down is just a wall that I replace
I’m in a race against myself I try to keep a steady pace
How the fuck will I escape if I never close my case?
Oh my God, I keep on stressin’, every second that I waste
Is another second sooner to a blessing I won’t take
But my therapist will tell me that I’m going through a stage
Yeah, it’s not a fucking stage, I just wanna feel okay, okay
Motherfucker, now you got my attention
I need to change a couple things ’cause something is missin’
And what if I were to lie, tell you everything is fine?
Every single fucking day I get closer to the grave
I am terrified, I fell asleep at the wheel again
Crashed my car just to feel again
It obliterates me, disintegrates me, annihilates me
‘Cause I’m about to break down, searching for a way out
I’m a liar, I’m a cheater, I’m a non-believer
I’m a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I’m a popular, popular fucking monster
Yeah, here we go again, motherfucker, oh
We’re sick and tired of wondering
Praying to a God that you don’t believe
We’re searching for the truth in the lost and found
So the question I ask is, oh, where the fuck is your god now?
‘Cause I’m about to break down, searching for a way out
I’m a liar, I’m a cheater, I’m a non-believer
I’m a popular, popular monster
I break down, falling into love now with falling apart
I’m a popular, popular monster
I’m a liar, I’m a cheater, I’m a non-believer
I’m a popular, popular monster
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