According to billboard.com, Britney Spears continues to open up about her being estranged from her teenage sons in a series of audio clips that have been shared to Instagram. In one of the clips the singer stated, “Since they’ve been gone, I’ve honestly felt like a huge part of me has died.” Federline told Daily Mail in early August that their sons had been avoiding their mother recently after she had posted nude images on social media, following the end of her conservatorship. Spears continued to say in the audio clips, “Like, literally, I have no purpose anymore, They were my joy, they were my everything. I looked forward to seeing them, that was what I lived for. And then all of a sudden, they were gone. I was like, ‘Did my heart just stop beating?’ Honestly, I don’t understand how it’s so easy for them just to cut me off like that. I don’t understand it.”
Spears pointed out that, “used to have my kids, at one point, way more than” Federline, who she was married to between 2004 and 2007. “People don’t remember that part because they always focus on the negative. But from when they were 6 to 9 years old, I had them 70% of the time.” In yet another audio clip, the star addressed claims that she is using social media to gain attention. “With my kids now making the claims that she’s not good enough, she wants attention, Yeah, I do want to be heard and I’m angry. And I kind of want to subconsciously offend people because I’ve been so f—ing offended.” Spears concluded her thoughts in saying, “All I know is that my love for my children is more than anything and and I’m sorry if I ever hurt you guys in any way, I was told you guys have blocked me. But I will speak here. … I’m so blessed to even call you mine, and I just want you to know I apologize.”
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